Hi guys!=D hehe I finally found time to blog=) It's a saturday today, and it is now 10 45am=) just finished my last dance class for the week, i can now relax=D hehehe. They don't allow access to facebook, msn and all that so yeah, I;m surprised that this is not blocked. ah! I;m actually here hahahaha How are all of you! email me man! I really want to hear from you guys. I miss you guys so much!
The first 2 weeks were the hardest, really. I felt horrible, I was missing home, missing my friends and everything, it was not a ncie feeling. But Il;m much better now.=) I;ve been staying close to God, and I'm depending on Him for guidance, in every single thing that I do, and I just want to thank Him for that=) Without Him, I woulddn't be where I am today=)
So about school.=D My school is so pretty hehe I have to post up a picture of my school one day=) i cant do it now, coz I dont have my camera with me. but i will soon. The people here are all nice=), the teachers and well. I;m starting to settle in now, and yeah, I really like it. Everyone here is so focused on the thihngs that they do, well, I can say that we all have to be because yeah ahhaa cannot explain wah. =) I just realised just a few days ago, how important this is, that I;m here. Coz it's the start of my career basically. We had a talk with the director of dance that day, and she really scared a lot of us. She was like "some of you here are never gonna have a career in dance, some of you here will walk into job, and some of you here will be famous" which is true... haha She was being realistic and ya...It's quite scary. Coz this is like your career and stuff, and one day we would all need to make a living on our own, without the support of our parents, coz we're becoming adults now and we're responsible for our lives. But no worries=) haha I'm gonna obey God, do what He says and just follow His footsteps, there's nothing to worry about=)
haa.... oh my gash! I'm here.. It seems kind of surreal, it seems like a dream, it seemes like Ilm gonna suddenyl wake uo and find myself back in my room again. But it's not, and Im here, And I;m gonna make the best out of it=)I'll end here then=) have to take a shower, i stink haha=D taking the little ones to tescos later=D cant wait=) so many smileys man haha=D

lotsanslotsanslots of love
charlotte=D

email me! I want to here from you guys: karen, pirng, rowena, jess, mel, dra, euodia, yin, mira and peoples...you know who you are=D haha

I'm here=)

and I'm finally here=) hehe currently at a hotel in london, going down to tring a bit later. In case you did not already know, Tring is the town in which I will be spending my new life in. haha "new life", sounds so....yeah. Anyways, I;ve been doing a lot of shopping for clothes! coz I had no warm clothings at all before. Brunei wah..so hot. haha So now, I have 2 huge luggages of clothings and shoes, which my mum and I ahve to travel with, to tring. We'll be travelling by train, so..time to be buff! haha=)
Ah!..It's starting to hit me that I wont be going back to brunei so soon, I;ll actually be living in england... wow haha I still need time to take that in=) Hmm...how am i feeling? I don't really know... Part of me feels excited; about school, meeting new people, DANCING everyday!, being independant=D,but another part of me feels sad? could you say sad? no not sad, more like anxious..in a good and bad way? haha i dont know. All I know is that, I really miss my friends and i think I'm already starting to feel homesick. On the other hand, I know that everything is gonna be fine la=) I know I have nothing to worry about because I have God with me, and I know He's gonna take care of everything. I need to keep in mind that God brought me here for a reason, and whatever happens, I just have to trust in Him=) I know everything's gonna be fine=D

and to my dear friends back in Brunei, and melissa in singapore! : HI!!!!!! eeeeeee i misss you guys so much man!! and and I love the video you guys made=) I had tears in my eyes hehehe, so funny la=D and the songs<3 thanks so much jess! for putting it altogether, and to everyone else as well of course=) The bloppers were really funny =D hehehehe and the random video of karen, pirng, gary and edwin. HAHAHA that was funny=D I will talk to you guys soon ya, and email you guys as soon as i settle in=D

I LOVE YOU GUYS, EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU! , WITH ALL MY HEART=)
These friends of mine, are the most amazing bunch of people you can ever have in your life=) seriously man. haha=) I LOVE YOU! and miss you dearly too.....=)

Yes, today is officially my second blogging day, not a bad start ay?=D hehe And the countdown continues...I have 4 more days of Brunei, and then i'm done =o Time really flies fast huh. It seemed like it was just yesterday when I told mel that "we have six months left, we just have to study hard, to push just a bit more, then we'll be out of Brunei!!" haha who knew six months would past by us just like that. Oh well, this is life, sometimes we need to let go of things that we hold so dear to us, in order to move on with life, and to fulfil God's plans. Letting go of things is one thing, and forgetting about things is another.
Over the past few days, I've learnt that it's okay to let go of things, it's okay to let go of friendships that we've built up, it's okay to let go of our old, comfy=D habits, because yes, eventually we have to let go, but we don't have to forget about them=) right? hehe I guess what I;m most afraid of about leaving Brunei, is not the fact that I have to leave Brunei and go to UK,( a place where I'm not familiar with at all, I'm actually quite excited about that)but it's the fact that my routines and old habits have to change. The grouchy monday mornings my friends and I shared, my lazy days at home;where I'd have a bar of chocolate in one hand and a good book in the other, MY BED! haha yeah...I'm guessing I feel this way because England is so foreign to me! oh well.. I know I;m gonna be fine la=D these are just surface feelings. I know I have nothing to worry about, because i have Jesus. He gave me this huge oppurtunity, and I cant just sit here and worry, coz I know if He brings me to it, He's gonna bring me through it=) Amen? amen!=D hehe "and it;s gonna be alright. coz you are in my life, yes it's gonna be alright...gonna be gonna be gonna be gonna be alright!=D ~" yeah=D hehehe

I shall be blogging more soon. Till then, take cares! and remember Jesus love you! =D

memories...

Time for pictures! I sure am gonna miss these people. They've played such an awesome part in my life, I really don't want to let go.

These are just a few pictures from this summer, oh the fun times we had together=)

jess! we're actually smiling together in this picture..

oh jess=D

roweeeena!

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oh my jess=D <3>

my dearest melissa<3>

karen! i have a whole album of you!=D

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6 more days and counting

Guys, I have a blog haha. Unbelievable right, oh wells. I think that having a blog is one good way of keeping in touch with my loves back in Brunei, when I'm all the way in Uk. I have 6 days left, and i'm nowhere near done with my packing=) Ahhhh, oh how i'm gonna miss Brunei...i don't think you can actually feel that until you're actually leaving Brunei. I'm gonna miss the peace and quiet of Brunei, the green, green grass, the bright blue sky and most of all THE SUN! I absolutely love the sun man, it's just so... nice=D I shall end my VERY FIRST POST here and hopefully, I will not abandon my blog haha



my loves =)