You will never walk by true passion. If you're privileged enough to experience it and be in the presence of someone else's passion, it is breathtaking.

Two days ago, for the first time since I've been here, saw my teacher dance. She was teaching us a self-choreographed solo for CUPS, and I have never seen such passion. She wasnt even performing FOR us, she was just dancing. I could not stop crying, not because it was sad but it was because I could see what she felt and what this dance meant to her. Her being a teacher and all, it is usually essential to put on a brave and tough face in front of her students. So before friday, I had never seen her dance.
As well as being physically exhausted, emotionally as a dancer is equally exhausting as well.your personal boundaries and just give yourself. You have to be self-less. You ahve to be able to give and not take anything back. When the audience or even if it's just 1 member in the audience, sees what you're trying to tell them through your dance you know you've succeeded. And that's when it's all worth it. If you're unable to expose yourself to a whole audience of strangers, if you can't give yourself... then you might as well not do it.

If you want to succeed, you need to want it soooo badly. Sooo badly that you get back up even if you had already fallen more than 30 times just in the previous 100 metres. This goes for everything, not just dancing. Being an artist in general, a businessman/woman, a stay-at-home mum, as long as you're human this goes to you :)

Just for your own interest, my teacher did a lyrical jazz piece to Adele's cover of 'Make you feel my love'. Go listen to it if you haven't already:)

Have you got a passion? If you do, what are you doing about it?

Have a great day guys:)

Yesterday I experienced something that rarely happens in the present world, and it got me thinking. Everyone can get so caught up in self-pride and worldly labels that they lose the simple things that started them off int he first place. The simple things I'm talking about are things like passion, emotions, sensitivity... We were created to feel, to care, to love, to comfort. What happened? These are the walls and foundations of our lives, and I believe it does exist in everyone. I think that the reason why some of us have lost it is because of FEAR.I think that people have become afraid to feel. People have become so afraid of falling in love, feeling sad, crying, laughing, feeling mad, smiling. Why? Could it be the change in society? Could it be the constant pressure of maintaining one's reputation? Self-conciousness? But, what's wrong with being able to feel happy, what's wrong with feeling for someone? what's so wrong about making your own mistakes? I know I'm in no position to judge, and I'm not judging. All I'm saying is that I think, for some of us, it's about time we take a step back and allow ourselves to live the life that was created for us. I'm not saying that responsibilities should be tossed or anything like that. All I want is for people to feel and therefore, live.
Yes, you do get huge opportunities that come your way, and it is great! By all means, go for it! It's there, why not grab it. But dont miss out the little things that come your way. They may be small, and they might not even mean much at the time, but it's your response and attitude towards little things that matter. You can have tonnes of bricks and cement readily in front of you to build up your house, but if you're not gonna put in the work, how can you expect it to be the the home you've always dreamed of having. What's gonna happen if it comes crumbling down one day? What are you gonna be left with then?
Sorry about the glum. Yes, I realise that I might be completely wrong, I just got thinking and thought I'd share my views.You dont have to agree with anything I say at all. But it'd be interesting to know your views. :)

Have an awesome day ahead! Stop and smell the flowers:) as they say...

It's time to go home :)

-jelly tots, my new found love-

"What can wash away my sins, nothing but the blood of Jesus"

Exeat weekend is a weekend where every student who boards with the school leaves their boarding houses for the whole weekend. I dont really understand the idea of making everyone leave school, i dont, really. haha. Well, I guess it's a chance for students who board to take a break from school, which is needed, plainly because of the stress, and just chill out a bit. So, this exeat weekend, my friend and I spent the 2 nights in london=) It was a great weekend. Went to a christmas market called Winter Wonderland, which was really really nice. There were christmas light put up, toffee apples, hot donuts, christmas carols and more. Definately puts people in a christmas mood*. Watched NEW MOON!=D (yes, i am one of them)and managed to catch a contemporary dance show(jasmin vardimon company), which I have to say was AMAZING. So creative, like nothing I've ever seen before absolutely enjoyed it. Awesome media, brilliant choreography and impressively strong dancers. Inspiration man :)
The rest of the time was spent walking, shopping and sprinting for our trains=D hehe We're now back in the little bubble of tring=) "back to work!" as they all say=) Hope your weekend was as awesome. Whether it was spent sleeping, at the beach, in front of the tele or under piles of paperwork, I hope you still managed to feel that little high in your tummy just because it's the weekend :)

This always gives me the giggles :)

Don't you find time difference so strange? I do. I cant explain it properly, I've tried, but you know what i mean no? It's so wierd...Technically my birthday isn't for another 4+ hours, but in Brunei, it's already my birthday.=) People from home were wishing me a happy birthday at 12 their time, but it was only 5+ over here...hehe so wierd right? I really appreciate ALL the greetings though. They really mean a lot. Even greetings from people I don't really know, they still took a few seconds of their time to wish me a Happy Birthday=)

Things like these make me happy=) I think that sometimes, people need to slow down with their live and take time to just, care=) do you agree? A genuine smile can be worth more than $$$0000. I'm not saying that money should be completely ignored but it shouldnt take over your life meaning, your emotions and your actions. You get me?
Have a great half term guys! whoevers having their half term at the moment. If not, have an awesome awesome day alright. You can be the one to make that change. =D